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And yesterday, I started at Reputable Company. Already, things here are far different than at my last two jobs, in that they follow the law and are not mean.

I�m not sure how I�ll end up liking this job�I�ve made fatal premature judgements in the past.

But here�s the thing�I�m busy during the day, I�ve got a steady income, and already things are looking up. And that�s an important distinction between now and the past two years.

This year is going to be different. I can feel it. I�m getting my groove back.

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On an entirely different note, this totally rocks, because while I didn�t do the rosemary thing or the peeing, I did dream of Tom Welling on the night in question. He had his arm around me and we were watching puppies play in my Dad�s yard. I�m not even kidding. You can't make that shit up.

Not only was it the best. Dream. Ever. But I so can�t wait to marry him!

[Dammit, I'm writing this from the new job and I don't have access to my TV Nation stats. So, I'll just make one up.]

100% of me is thrilled with the prospect of marrying Tom Welling, and would like to get started on that immediately.

There.